Blablabing

It's been a while since i wrote anything here! It's not that I'm busy or anything! (well, honestly I'm very busy these days, but that's not the reason :D ) , it's just that I dont feel like writting , or even expressing myself! I donno what's the matter with me! I'm becoming cold-hearted! I've always been a warm and kind person, and even passionate in some issues! but I'm not that kind of person anymore!

I cant say I'm depressed, coz I'm not.. bel 3ax I'm kind of happy :D and I'm loving the way I am living my life now! I don't care for people anymore, or let me rephrase it, I don't care for everyone! only for those who really love me. and NOT the ones who claim that they do! Life is much easier this way! I used to care for everyone and everything, but I just think that its not worth it.. Haik el 7aya ajmal :D

Or maybe it's just a phase I'm going through! Eh, I don't really care to know! All I care for is that I'm really enjoying it :D

3ala Rasi

Here is a link for a jordanian Cartoon site. It's hillarious :D Hope you enjoy it.
3ala Rasi

الغنى الفاحش و الفقر المطقع

منظر بشوفه دائما بيخليني أتعجب من الأوضاع اللي الناس فيها هالأيام

بتكون واقف على إشارات عباد الرحمن بتصف جنبك سيارة إس كلاس موديل السنة حقها لا يقل عن 100000 دينار

و فيها شاب إذا مش من عمري فأصغر مني! و جاعص الجعصة ما غيرها و يا أرض اشتدي ما حدا قدي، (للعلم اي آم نوت جينيراليزينغ لأنه إن خليت بليت) . المهم، بيجي الشحاد المعتر، طبعا الشحدة صنعة و مش أي حدة بعرف يحزنك على حاله لأنه لازم يكون يتيم و أبوه متزوج 3 و إمه عندها مرض مزمن و إخوانه السبعة عندهم بهاق

ما بتلاقي غير هالشحاد زت حاله على أزاز السيارة "يا عمي الله يجبر بخاطرك، الله يجوزك اللي في بالك، الله يبعتلك همر (عأساس إنه مفكرها أفخم ) " أنا شخصيا نفسي أعرف من وين بطلع معه كل هالدعاوي! زي اللي حافظ الدرس و بسمع

ما علينا! طبعا ابن الطبقة المخملية ما بعرف إذا ما بده يعطيه مصاري إنه يسكت! لأ لازم يفتح الشباك و يغرد! بشرشح أبوه و سته و عمات ابن خالة إمه. و لازم نظرة القرف تكون تعلو سنحته البهية

طبعا الشحاد بيقلب الكاسيت عالوجه التاني و بتصير بدل ما ربنا يبعتلك همر؛ربنا يهورك بأقرب وادي

ربنا بيرحم و بتفتح الإشارة، الإس كلاس بيشعط و بطلع عني لأنه معصب ما حدش يحكي معه، و هداك بشوفه بالمراية بشوبر بإيديه و حالته حالة. مع وجود ابتسامة خفية على وجه التنين

السؤال بيطرح نفسه في هذه الحالة، هل سبب غطرسة صاحب الإس كلاس هو غناه (أو بالأحرى غنى أبوه) أم انه إنسان مفكر حاله أحسن لمجرد إنه ربنا أعطاه و اتطورت الأمور عنده و استفحلت لمرض نفسي عضال يصعب الشفاء منه

و هل سبب إهدار الكرامة و الإستجداء و مد الإيد للناس بذل و الكذب و سوء الأخلاق عند الشحاد سببه الفقر الشديد اللي من لما فتح عينيه عايش فيه؟

مع إني أشك إنه هاي هي الأسباب! بس مش قادرة أوصل للدافع الحقيقي للغطرسة ، و مش قادرة أتخيل الوجع النفسي للذل

الله لا يبتلينا لا بفقر مذل و لا غنى متعالي

Oh My God

I'm feeling just weird!! you know the feeling when sth happens at night! and you wake up next morning not realising what happened, like it was just a dream. Like nth really happened and you were just hallucinating . Then everything start coming together. You put all the pieces together and you figure out that it really happened. You start laughing for no reason that everyone around you think you are going insane. "OMG what have I done" is what you keep saying to yourself. Acting as if you didn't want it to happen , and deep inside you're giggling :D

OK , I think I have to stop here..

Natalie

Yesterday I went to Maccadi Nahas's concert, which I really enjoyed every minute of it. Her angelic voice, the great music, and the wonderful songs.
Natalie for Hussam Tahseen Baik , was one of the great songs she did. I heard the song in Husaam Tahseen Baik's voice. But it had a different taste in Maccadi's voice.I felt like dancing to the wonderful rhythm. It's about a guy who fell in love in a foreigner, who was ofcourse from a different nationality and a different religion. He went to a بصارة ;as he called her; and she told him that there is no chance to be with her.
In spite of that, he is now married to Natalie :)
Here are the song's words:

نتالي.. انقطعت اخبارا و ما تشوفا عين

نتالي.. بعيدة أسفارا قالوا بلادا فين

يا مين ياخدني لدارا تبوس منها الجبين

نتالي..نتالي.. نا تا لييييي

رحت أنا .. رحت بصارة قالت برجك فين

برجي بالسما و معلق بنجمة

قالت يا خسارة

هونيك فوق بالمدارة ما يلتقو نجمين

نتالي..نتالي..نا تا ليييي

حظي بالهوا أعشق أنا الغريبة

و ما ينفعني دوا إلا عناق الحبيبة

و صبر قلبي سنة و ما يزيدها يومين

نتالي..نتالي

وجه القمر ليها بتظوي كل دارا

لو يرجع نهارا و اصطبح بيها

عيونا من نارا تحسبا شمسين

نتالي..نتالي.نتالييي

EDIT: If you want a pic and a short vedio for the concert visit my friend Waleed's blog, who appeared to be there, oo VIP kaman :D

إنك لا تهدي من أحببت ، ولكن الله يهدي من يشاء

لا أدري من أين أبدأ و أين أنتهي

يؤرقني دائما التفكير فيمن أحب

أنظر إلى والدي فأرى فيه الإنسان اللّي لطالما كان "و سيبقى"بالنسبة لي ، أحسن رجل في العالم

لم أهتم يوما لأن أغير أحدا

لأنني على قناعة تامة بأن لكل شخص حرية الاختيار

لكن عندما يصبح الأمر داخل دائرة من أحب، أقف حائرة أتمنى لو أن بيدي شيئا أستطيع فعله

كل ما أملكه هو دعائي و دموعي

يااااا رب

My Confused Life

Every night before i sleep , I say to myself :"come on manal, u have to make some change in your life" . I get very anxious about it and I start planning for the next day; the things that need to be changed , the things that've been missing in my life for sooooo long.

I wake up LATE the next morning. Feeling down and sleepy. It takes me more than half an hour to get up from my bed. And the hours go by; without me doing anything useful.

Whenever I'm with friends,they start talking about their lives. Most of them are married with kids. Although it really bores me, but I can feel the happiness in their voice tones! They live for a reason. But me? Huh I have no clue!

Whenever I get depressed I start looking for the bright sides in my life! I am doing my MBA , I have a great family, Mom and Dad are out of this world. They are the best parents that anyone could ever have!I have 4 wonderful Brothers with lots of nephews and nieces. I am surrounded by people who loves me! Great friends whom I wouldn't trade with the world.

BUT, I just can't feel happiness.. is it بطر? I don't think it is..

Sometimes when I feel down I remember the saying : "في القلب فراغ لا يملأه إلا الله". Is that the reason for all what I am getting through! I do pray and do my religious chores.. But is that enough? I sometimes feel that I am spiritually poor.

Eh! I never had the talent to write; and of course it shows! I just cant get my thoughts together! I just wanted to let things off my chest!! wishing that it makes me feel a little bit better!! I hope it did!

Last Tag

oo mesh mjawbeh b3d haik 5alas kafaha Allah :D

I've been re-tagged by Hala

1. My name:

Hala

2. Where did we meet?:

Mahjoob

3. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, not at all)?:

Good enough i guess.

4. When you first knew me what was your first impression?:

I thought that u only speak english :P

5. Am I shy or outgoing?:

Shy

6. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:

You follow the rules

7. Do you consider me a friend?:

Sure

8. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?:

Halool

9. What song(if any)reminds you of me?:

Fairuz's songs

10. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?:

Hmmm not really

11. A feature that you like about me:

You can express youself

12. A feature that you dislike about me:

it's not a feature, but i feel that you're Mysterious.

13. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:

I'd give you a 2 months visit to Jordan every year ;)

14. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?:

We'd go to a Fairuz concert

15. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?:

Intellectual

16. What word do I say all the time?:

I really dont notice these things hehe

17. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the most?:

Cheer Up

18. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the least?:

Cold Stone Creamery l2no shahhaiteeny :(

I've been tagged by Waleed and Hazem
1. My name:


Waleed


2. Where did we meet?:


Online


3. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, not at all)?:


A lot (i guess)


4. When you first knew me what was your first impression?


It was a looooong time, that i really cant remeber :D


5. Am I shy or outgoing?


Outgoing


6. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:


A mix of the two


7. Do you consider me a friend?:


I do, and a little bro too.


8. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?


Zither tab3an


9. What song(if any)reminds you of me?


Nth in my mind


10. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?


Hmmm Not really


11. A feature that you like about me:


You can always cheer me up


12. A feature that you dislike about me:


Your unconditional love to siemens :@


13. If you could give me anything, what would it be?


lifetime membership with siemens :D


14. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?


We'd go out with dandoon


15. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?


Smart (seriously ana mu3jabeh b thaka2ak :D )


16. What word do I say all the time?


Basboos (bte7keehash kteer bas betzakkerny feek )


17. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the most?


The one with the snow pix (btw why dont u put titles?)


18. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the least?


None sara7a.


Hazem:
before i start answering i wanna ask u sth : " what the hell were u thinking when u tagged me :smiley ba6no maghaso men el do7ok: ?"

Here we go :
1. My name:

Hazem

2. Where did we meet?:

Mahjoob

3. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, not at all)?:

Not at all

4. When you first knew me what was your first impression?

hmmm

5. Am I shy or outgoing?

I only saw u once, and i think ur shy!! i might be wrong

6. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:

I have no Idea

7. Do you consider me a friend?:

:shy: no, bas el ayyam jay :P

8. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?

Zoom

9. What song(if any)reminds you of me?

Mazda's ads "zoom zoom zoom, zoomzoomzoom zooom "

10. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?

La3 :p

11. A feature that you like about me:

Pass

12. A feature that you dislike about me:

Pass

13. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

Bardo pass

14. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?

Pass again

15. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?

My Friends' Friend.

16. What word do I say all the time?

How would i know!

17. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the most?

الفن الهابط

18. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the least?

Taba3 el tad5een but i cant find it!!


Hazem, you're Tagged :evil laugh: lanshoof sho betkla3 m3k ;)

Quran Flash

This is a great site which was made my an engineer "Ayman Abdul-Rahman" . You can read the whole Quraan as if you are holding it with your hands. A very great idea indeed. Just drag the page and it will turn over. You can find it at http://www.quranflash.com/ .